This is feeling weird now being in September and 2 days in I’m already getting impatient about getting my confirmation through. I’m going to end up ringing that poor woman at the hospital countless times between now and Monday, as come Tuesday I will be away and it will be out of my hands. I can only imagine how Amelia, must be feeling with hers approaching next week.
I have failed miserably at kicking myself into touch to physically prepare myself too and shockingly I’m not giving myself a hard time for it.
I wanted to make Chelle, a special little lunch today as I know she will be flitting around helping me out tons and probably full naming me all the time when I can’t sit still and taking loads of pleasure in doing so! I made her one of my favourites it was a spicy halloumi salad with added avocado, I was quite taken aback when she informed me it actually topped her miller and Carter at the weekend. How can a salad top a bit of fillet steak, probably due to the party that was happening in her mouth.
I’m noticing how I’m really evaluating my work life, what I want, what lights me up, what’s important to me and what isn’t. I’m very multidimensional in how I work, I’m a believer in no one size fits all and have spent a long time gathering all these tools knowing they would evolve into something beautiful at the right time. I feel that evolution is happening now. So much is about to change in so many ways in my body, it’s reflecting into my outer world. How I want to live, to live the rest of my life, what I want my legacy to be, who I am and somehow although I’m not sure how, I’m beginning to really know who I am and am ready to embody that version of me fully.
There’s always been this excitement without knowing why, but this fuzzy feeling in my belly about entering my wise woman years. A feeling that that’s the place I need to be as I will feel truly at home, like I have come home to myself 🤍🪷
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